Fill out the wish of public servant

I would say I got much pressure in filling out the wish of public servant. I'm worrying about my future job. Probably, I think too much. Yesterday, I went to some departments which I'll apply probably. After I listened to what the directors who are the boss of the departmetns, I fear it because I'm not sure if I can handle it well. I like to do things well, but it depends on the things. Some things I can well, but some I can't.

Also, I'm worry about how to get along with the colleagues indeed. Before I went to a department, I'll call for personal department first, but some of them were not passionate. One of them didn't lead me to find out the department which I may apply. She said some reasons which it's hard to believe for me. Fortunately, I found out the directors by asking someone. However, the feelings is extremely weird. I'll think probably something happened to the two departments, the personal department and the informaton department which I want to apply.

I am a person who easily gets pressure than most of the people. I know myself well indeed. What I need to do is to take easy I think. I hope that I can do it well in the near future. I've to learn much things really.

But it's really hard to fill out the wish that which information departments I'd like to go. Anyway, I should be happy to be a public servant.